Awfully late, aren't we? XD My most earnest apologies for being such a lazy bum...

Ah well... I was being human as usual...

The reason why I didn't update my journal for 3 months is because that I was out of reach of the Internet, again... & I was in a sorta low mood to do so... Enough said...

My situation in college is... How should I put this... Just mediocre, despite the word 'RETAKE' is as clear as day...

Yeah, I had failed in 1 subject -- Illustration II, & I had to retake it... So far it's ok, coz I'm just retaking 1 single subject and so I just need to concentrate on the work of that subject only...

Come to think of it... I've become sort of a lazy bum nowadays... Just slacking off at other people's places and NOT my own rented room... Just recently my parents paid the rent again & I felt bad for NOT staying in my room for some time now... But you guys were likely to have read why I dislike staying in my room quite much, and to add it up the weather these days are unbelievably hot for a room with very poor ventilation...

I really, really wanna move out of that room, for the obvious reasons, and also for the reason that my friend invited me to move over to his place coz he would prefer to have some company living with him in his dad's apartment instead of living all alone... Or according to his own words, 'greeting an empty house the moment he reaches home'... For these couple of months now I have been helping him to look after the apartment and I had felt that the apartment is my own home or something already...

I would really, really like to move in there but there are a few downsides that I had to take note of... First is that I don't have a car, so I'm basically troubling him driving me around when I need to attend class, since that the apartment is at a distance from my college... My parents actually agree that it's a good idea for me to move in with close friends, but they'll only allow me entirely to move out is only when I GRADUATE, which is like... Next year? =_="

But I agree on that part unfortunately, so I'm still thinking of ways to solve this... Now, another reason why I would like to move out is because I want to save up those rent money which my parents can use to pay for my college fees instead... So, yeah, once again, HEADACHE...!!

Haaaaaaa... I hate living in this world... It lacks really good things that are deserved to be well appreciated... Like for instance, common sense. Things that can be awfully simple but the perpetual habit of human beings that makes it awfully difficult and complicated, and later makes it so distinctfully hate-able... And what else... Ah yes. People who CAN decide to have simpler things to complete their lives, but they choose to go through life the worldly way, to the point that they forgot that they are human and that the fact that THEY CAN CHOOSE.

Ah, I'm rambling stuff again... Sorry for my rather drowsy lazy state... @_@"

Plants vs Zombies is fun XDDD And Star Trek the new movie is uberly epic!! XDDD

As for my work stuff... In a way I'm in the middle of self-training here, so, probably I'll submit randmized works in all... It's really HARD to concentrate on my CG work often since that now I only can CG using someone else's laptop, and not MINE... Sigh... I'm in a really sad state which I can't do much at all here... It makes me feel too powerless sometimes, and yes, emo too...

Ah well... That's all I can rant for now... Later people ^^